I am writing this as a last resort. I have tried everything that I know and I am still in the same position I was when I started. I am a 54 year old women, mother of three, grandmother of 7, divorcing after 20 years. My health started going downhill quick 4 years ago when I had a heart attack. It was at this time that I was also diagnosed with Heart and Lung Disease, COPD and Fibromyalgia. To say I live in a great deal of pain is an understatement. I just got out of the ICU last weekend and I am staying with a friend of mine who is struggling herself. My husband decided that it was more important for him to go buy a playstation instead of my medications I needed to get better.
My children are grown with familys of their own and financial problems of their own too. I am at a point in my life where I just dont know what to do. I have thought of just throwing in the towel but my faith in God prevents me. I have sold everything of any value to pay for my meds and bills but I literally have nothing left. I have lost everything. I have 3 days left on my medications and do not know how I will possibly get them for this month.
I have no home to go to, never did I think I would be in this position but I am and do not know who to turn to for help. I know that the worrying that I do is not helping my recovery but again, I dont know how not to worry.
If I had a home and some money in the bank my life would be like a dream come true. I am sick and know that I wont live to be a ripe old age because of my illnesses, but if I could just get a start,,a place to live,,the medications I need to breathe..well I would feel fortunate.
Please,,if anyone out there can help me, It would be soo greatly appreciated. If there are other sites that You can direct me to for help please do so. Thank you for taking the time to read this and may God bless
